It was actually a test. And your answer would determine whether it’s the start of a new beginning for us or the end of those years we’ve been together.
I want to know if we have a connection. Something that only the two of us would understand. Yes, you will say I can’t generalize everything with just a single thing that came upon me on a whim. But no matter how impulsive things can get, if there is really something going on between just the two of us, we’ll understand, we’ll know without knowing why we know. That’s what I want us to have – that kind of connection.
After all those years, it’s sad to think that we failed to have it. It must have been the lack of proper communication, or the distance, or time. Or maybe, it’s just that. There’s nothing between us. No spark. No strings. No knobs. No hinge. No nothing.
No. It’s not that. I still want to believe that we have a connection. And it won’t come out in a single answer to my question which came upon me on a whim. Perhaps, this connection doesn’t come out of five years. Maybe it takes longer… just like snail mails, they’re slow in the coming.
*modified 07/03/2010
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